memang perit.. memang pedih.

pilu sangat bila terdengar rintihan hati teman..

bertambah pilu lagi bila menyedari tidak ada apa yang mampu dilakukan.

saat yang terlalu seronok dan berharga.. entah bila lagi tak akan diungkapkan lidah.

"Ye.. ni sekarang kene focus!! jangan pandang belakang.."

tapi di saat letih, bosan dan binggung akan pastinya membawa kembali pada saat indah.

"aduhai.. kalau disana.. tak macam gini aku.. kenapa kat sini jadinya begini.."


Nikmat Tuhan.

Aku bersyukur.. takkan pernah aku ingin kufur. Nau'zubillah. sangat bersyukur dengan apa disekeliling.

Tapi.. mengapa perasaan berbeza disini?

mengapa hati lagi terpautkan pada yang telah lalu.

walau aku sedar..

sekarang andainya aku dapat berada di sana.. takkan jadinya seindah yang lepas..

aku tetap ingatkan.. disana.



kalau itu tempat di dunia.. yang teramat indah bagiku.. dan teman-teman lain..

apatah lagi Jannah..?




Tuhan sentiasa melihat. Tuhan sentiasa mengetahui.

aku..

tiada apa disisiku.. kecuali doa yang terbaik untuk ku dan semua.

iman

kalau dah ada yang nak berusaha.. walaupun setakat memberi pandangan mata..
itu adalah satu ni'mat.. walau sedikit.

walau usaha itu kecil.. hanya setapak kaki bayi..
janganlah dicaci..
kerana usaha itu boleh membesar.. and terus berkembang
dengan bantuan dan sokongan.

blink.

sometimes when walking..
always looking forward
makes it so bored
that looking back is more interesting.

what road you have taken
what courage you have embraced
what luck you have met.

sometimes when living..
always facing what is to come
looking back what you have faced..
gives you the courage to look in front again.

there are abit of sometimes
that makes this world so beautiful.

just abit.
for too much will only destruct.

smile

the miracle of smile..
maybe some has discovered..
because they have seen its power.

He has created or granted us this magical power of smile. To enable us hide whatever problems that we are face, or whatever misery there is in our life.

This magical power to those who practice it.. have a different philosophy to it. we dont perhaps..

but in any case.. it is always smile that lighten what burden we carry.

it is smile thaat cheer what glooms our day

it is still smile that plaster what hurt we suffer inside.

and it is smile that we can afford to give.. even when we are at our poorest state.


be a merchant of smile. dont sell though..but give them away. because they will return it with smiles and happiness as well.


and even when they don't.. you are still the richest person. Believe that. because I have been there and still doing it..


=D

nature

the beauty of the sky
isnt just in its height..
but the calmness of the blue colour shines..
right through that hectic mind.

the calmness of the sea
isnt just in its free breeze..
but it's the depth of life..
that is living in it.

so calm. so peace.

I am here in the land.
though warm.. though hard..
I seek beauty and serenity in these wonders.

I am thankful..
though i am not those beauty that i adore..
I am still here..
thankful for what i see.. forever more.

me and time.

I realize that in the morning.. i'll wake up to go to work.

and at night.. I'll be so tired that i don't care whatever it is.. I have to rest.

and what's in the middle?

too many things. Things that I do because I HAVE TO, or PAID TO, or out of courtesy or frienship.

I do these and always keep on doing it. Though tiring.. I dont wish to stop. I want to enjoy. I take all in keeping them either as experience or memories.

Age is really geetting to me I guess. Im seeing everthing in it sentimental side.



"dijanjikan keindahan bukanlah jawapan utama.." ponder this. We'll see the beauty of doing everything.. especially in the His way. =D