The UFO

There used to be a UFO in the sky.
It was there all there all along, and My eyes were stuck to it.

I have forgotten about having a clear sky..
I have lost the memory image of a clear beautiful refreshing sky.

Now the UFO has flown away..

and I realised that I have been looking up at the sky so blue so clear. With not a cloud to cover the pure view.

My heart now feels so relieved. All there is now only the road to move on, under this clear sky that Allah has sheltered me-maybe now the sky is alot better.

The UFO created fear, confusion and a mixture of different kind of feelings.
But as I stood watch, I never imagined that today It'll fly away.
I have been watching it; sometimes with full hope, sometimes with a great loss of confidence.

What ever it is now.. it has flown away- to another sky.

What a Waste..

What a memory..

What a relief.

Say what now??

Thank You Allah. Alhamdulillah.

going solo..

It's the people that I amsupposed to be tired of..

but they are the people i am missing the most.

It's them whom I should know more about..

but they are becoming more like a strangers to me.


Too much ironies are going on in my life..

that sometimes i feel..

is this life?

or a dream?

or a nightmare?




dreams are becoming blurry, nightmare are turning out to be true and life.. who knows.

I cant cry or laugh over this.. maybe all that I can is to just smile.

And even that.. I have failed to do.



I am the ghost of the house..

I am the sad clown looking for inspiration to make everyone happy.

I am the trying-too-hard lover, and end up doing everything wrongly.

I am walking on a rope.. waiting for the time for me to fall.

I am looking up at the sun with my eyes closed..

No longer my face is showing what my heart feels.

I dont know what I'm doing.


but I am seeing everything beautiful..

I am hearing good things..

Masya Allah.





what a life, what a change.. Subhanallah.