Assalamualaikum..

Hmm.. it has been around ten or more days that i have last posted entry. Been quite busy last few days.

Arh well, right now.. Tuffahah is on Holiday for a week.. which will end this friday. =.= It's too soon to see the kids again. haixx..

We painted the WHOLE place. OH GOSH.. it was super hard work. only Lord knows how terrible i felt. Initially the painting was kind of exciting and fun, but when it came to the cleaning part.. Gosh.. it was really bad; with the scrapping and the chair and floor scrubbing.. urgh =.= my thumb and fingers are still sore.

but in all.. It was sheer hard work from all of us..(arh well.. some of them didnt turn up.. due to some excuses that was.. kinda permissable) The whole place now look lovely. I like it.. BUT The boss's verdict is not out yet.. hahah..until they say it's nice, Then we'd annouce it officially as Nice and colourful Tuffahah!! hahah..

Alright.. today I dont want to go anywhere. Let me stay at home.. somwhow i miss hangging around at home. Too much to do lately.. so.. now.. just for today.. i want to rest. ^^

Here are some last words from me..

"Something that is perfect sometimes.. just isnt suitable for us"


ila liqa'~! Fi Amanillah..

What is left.. and I shall tresure it.

Assalamualaikum..

There's a saying that goes.. ' We wont know what we have until we lose them' (or so, cant really remember the right quotation, but that's the idea.)

For me.. right now.. I know there will be things and people that I'll miss when I am no longer in this land.

I know they are here and I appreciate their existance. I wont lose them..Insya'Allah.

For this 2 months left for me here in Singapore, I'll collect as many memories I could to be with the people who used to be close to. I want them to know that, despite my decision to go abroad(which happen to shock a few of them) I am still the same. Nothing will change. Whoever they have perceived me to be whether as Friends, as classmates, as teacher.. That shall be me.

Today is 19th of May.

On 19th of July.. my life will start a new chapter. Insya'Allah khair.. Everything will be smooth and managable.

ila Huna.. Ma'salamah. Fi Amanillah~

siapa di sanaaa...??

Alright.. Assalamualaikum.

I am right now trying to fight with myself from sleeping. In this comfortable weather, I could just sleep through the day.

This is part of my gaining weight symptoms. I been listing the food that I want to eat.. how embarassing. If I dont realise this earlier.. I'll stuff myself with food every hour. Thank God, I am still normal.
Only mind could help you control your eating. That is what I read in the paper, which I think It's true.

Kalau ada tempat seperti Batu Belah Batu Bertangkup.. haizz... Setiap hari Ku bertapa dalamnya. Hahah..
Kalau Ibu Si Pekan lari ke dalam kerana kempunannya tidak kesampaian, Ku lari ke dalam kerana tidak ingin mengkabulkan keinginan nafsuku.
Malangnya.. itu dongeng dulu dulu untuk menghiburkan.

Therefore.. I shall just make myself think about something else. but what about eh.. hmmm..

Our excursion

This is our trip to Downtown East this morning. Let's just have the pictures do the talking..

Share of Knowledge..

This is one of the interesting part from the book 'Desperately Seeking Paradise'. Written by Ziauddin Sardar.

It's Al-Ghazali's Schema for travel.

"The first class traveler goes in search for knowledge that eventually transform him and leads him to paradise.

The second class, as one could expect is occupied by sturdy, sensible, middle class worthies bent on improving themselves: those who travel for the sake of worship, going on a pilgrimage to Mecca, from there where return purified with a new active religious consciousness, humbled by their experience and more conscious of their social duties. These are the praiseworthy classes of travel.

Third class contains the upwardly mobile, aspiring working classes and refuges: Travellers who are escaping from persecution or economic misery- they seek changes in their material well-being as well as their ability to practice their faith. This is a ‘permissible’ class of travel. In Muslim sensibilities it is rather more , in fact. The very first Muslim community was formed just by such seeker: the Islamic calendar begins in the year 622 CE with the migration or Hijrah of Prophet Muhammad and his followers from Mecca to Medina to escape persecution and economic sanction.

The fourth class, those lurking in the streerage hold, are ‘problematic’, comprising travelers who are escaping from things that are harmful to the body such as plague or what depreciates wealth such as inflation- this travel is not permitted and can actually be blameworthy or undesirable: fleeing a plague will not prevent one from catching it but it could actually spread it.."



So now.. we know that not just air flight ticket catogarize us. And for me, I'm choosing the first class travel. Let me be like a mystic... and InSya' Allah.. I'll be on the road in 2 or 1 month time. INSYA' ALLAH KHAIR.

Assalamualaikum..

currently listening to Nathan Hartono's 'Life is good'. and it's kinda good.. both the song.. and well.. life?

anyway.. i've been in and out of the house.. for teaching and giving tuitions. I dont know what more to motivate myself to get through the day.. =.=

I AM WORN OUT!

even if i get my pay everyday.. i dont think it's enough. coz.. I'll either dump it in the bank or on shoes or on food. That's it.

Therefore.. in searching the 'motivation'. I can only remind myself as the servant of God, that i have to grapple with my life. That's it.



*change of topic*

After such a long time.. I've manage to watch HOWL'S MOVING CASTLE and SPIRITED AWAY.

and.. It was... REALLY good.

From the graphics to the storyline.. KudOS!

I know i'm lagging behind.. yeah.. yeah.. so what? I've watched it now.


That's it then..

Fi amanillah~ ma'Asalamah~

Assalamualaikum..

It's 1.00pm on Labour day. Time sure flies.. just three hours ago i woke up, and now it's afternoon.

There's a pit party going on at east coast today for pre u 2006, and i am obliged to go. So i shall.

Tomorrow will be another working day. URGH! how i wish to end this working life.. and get back to my books.

something crossed my mind now.. as i'm ending this entry.

There will always be someone to help you.. if you believe in that. For as long as you believe in God's salvation and help, It will come and appear in a way no one could expect. InsYa' Allah.

من يتق الله يجعل له مخرجا و يرزقه من حيث لا يحتسب

haakaza..

ila huna.. fi amanillah~