Words

i notice the difference now..

I used to talk alot. both with my mouth and my 'finger'. i've looked through my past years entries.. and well.. I do express alot back then. Now.. it seems that my life is somewhat boring, i think and observe quietly. or perhaps it's just that as we get older we just bottle it inside. What the world knows or thinks.. doesnt really matter.

Life. Im moving with it .. and Insya'Allah Im doing great. every now and then there will be this source of inspiration.. the source or my smile.. to bring smile to the other. I dont want to forget to smile..but at times.. yes I do.

why?. Being this person who doesnt express much feels so heavier. It seems that I have forgooten the words of my heart.. or have I really?

share.share. share. Yes.. I want to share my own thoughts.. opinion.. ideas. they are trapped.. in a form that I cant exlain or just lay it into words. So i Just keep my silence. whatever words that comes out.. are just what I can lay out.

yes wait.
let's wait for another day.
how can we drop whatever hope we've been holding on.
Yes.. I tell you.
we wait.
maybe tomorrow we'll be in another land..
maybe seperated.
but please remember this
even when you're alone
He will come.
we just wait.
I hold your hand as long as I can..
but even when I am not..
dont give up.
remember me. remember us. remember Him.