Wednesday, January 28, 2009

Rainbows.

it seems as if it was just last month that i graduated from sec 4,
but everything and everyone seems to develop so fast. Alhamdulillah. It's beautiful when I recall those memories that we had.

and now.. one by one, has gone to different paths. Subhanallah.. His blessings are everywhere.

some appeared in the papers, some have already given birth, some a getting married.. but no matter what they are doing, I know they are happy. Insya'Allah.

We might not be able to cross each other's paths all the time. but when we do.. we know that we were once friends of the same class and the school, and those nostalgic moments will sit in our mind; thinking how childish and silly we were.

some of us might even have lost in touch with each other, but maybe Insya'Allah.. which ever path we have chosen now will take us to the one Destination, and Insya'Allah it will be there that we'll be united again. Insya'Allah.


I am so glad to hear or read the news of my old mates, some of them are so far away.. but even the ones so near to me.. i havent been able to meet them. My doa are always with all of you no matter what the distance is.

May Allah be with All of Us. Amin.

Alhamdulillah

Fi amanillah.

Sunday, January 25, 2009

we are looking up at the bright sky

Salam,

Having too shocked and blurred with handling four new mass classess, I have messed everything up. It only makes me guilty to mention it here. But Let's just pray and hope that I will manage my classes well enough in time to come.


because it is only this week that the joy of teaching is coming back. I listened to the kids long winded stroies that has no relation to what I was teaching,
but that made her relief... and that is enough to make me happy.


plus, this year is my frist time taking Teenage MASS class. The first lesson made me depressed, because it made me feel so very bad.
and I lost my voice in the middle of the lesson in the second lesson.
and the third lesson went quite well.
and this recent fourth ones.. made me even comfortable with each of them.

They are so young, so much like my sisters and brothers.. uh well.. even when I dont have any brothers.. but it's a joy to see every each of them coming every week to hear me babbling about.


hahahha.. In all.. Im enjoying my teaching journey again.. just as how I always did. but a shock of commitment did turn me off.


And even when i Know I am not and never was a good teacher, but I will try to do my best. not to make the student like me.. I want them to be the lover of ilm, the ilm that will bring them closer to Allah.

at the end of each day.. I can only say,

Alhamdulillah. Allhamdulillah. Alhamdulillah.
His grace never cease and never fails anything.



Salam Angin kencang dari Singapura~~

Friday, January 23, 2009

cupcakes anyone?

salam to All..

It feels now as if I have been here for a year. How strange that is.... because it has only been less than 2 months now since I came home.

why does it feel soooo long? hmm

the job over here is to just work, wait, work wait, work wait......

im working EVERY SINGLE DAY.

and I am waiting EVERY SINGLE MINUTE.


I cant wait to see my EEemaniss and hannans and Rayyans girls to come home. hehehe I know u have booked your date to fly off!! hehehe

see all of you gals soon k? hheheh

Inysa'Alah I'll be at the airport to greet all of you!! hehehe CEPAT CEPT BALEK!!

as for my special friend, Mardhiyah.. you just wait for me yarh!! i'll be back soon and we'll be Raya-ing together this year. heeeh.




nothing much going on around here, except for the strange weather. It keeps changing. But Alhamdulillah, everything else is fine.




i really hope all of you are doing well there, for those who are facing imtihan, all the best!! Bittaufiq Wannajah!!


let's just make doa for each other and our akhwatz an ikhwan in Gaza.
The only weapon that we have to help and support each other- Duua'.





Fi amanillah.

Wednesday, January 7, 2009

i can be in PINK and still look GOOD

when i left home..

i know exactly where i left heart.

I missed my family. but taht missing is plastered and cured.

Alhamdulillah.








now ..

Praying every day and night..

hoping that all my dearest friends over there..

whom I'd like to recognize as.. My second Family,

to be doing all right and always be in the care of Allah.



Myself now.. is in a very questionable state.

Myself now.. isnt sure where to be now.

I hope to see you guys and gals again soon.. Insya'Allah.

I miss you people over there.. missing all of you greatly.




Let's just make doa for each other.