Whatever that I do..
Whatever that I say..
only He knows the truth of it.
because He watches me at every beat of my heart.
and that's enough.

Reasons cant explain why..
Words are never never enough to satisfy.
Silence just makes everything even confuse.


Ya Allah..




It is in the arms of Ummi that I wish to be now..
It is the voice of Aba that I wish to hear now..
It is the joke of my Two bonker sisters that I wish to smile for now..


Missing Home.. greatly.


Dear Time.. when will u take me home?

after so long..

"Contentment means.. having enough, having little of everything and having a great deal of spiritual energy!!"


I'm trying to get myself back on tracks.. i want my old self. I'm beginning to feel that TOO MUCH Happiness is ruining me.


so.. in this process of being just content and not too happy.. i might just change some of my thoughts and responses.

life is too much up and downs.. that now i am all confused how to deal with life.

and because of this great confusion.. it has sometimes made me silent. to think.. and think and think.



life.. oh life.


let me be content.. and i hope all the around me can understand.



fi amnillah.