What they know is only what they see and perceive to be,

My truth is buried deep in my chest,

Of what is hidden and burning in my heart..

Who could ever find out.. or disclose it into an explainable code

Who?.. but Him.


I smile as a sign of unhurt,

I love as a sign of humanity,

I have numbed the self from hatred and revenge,

I know tiredness and pain,

But I know what not to let go.


When it’s becoming too comfortable,

I have to move.

When it’s becoming too happy,

I have to learn pain.

When it’s not becoming me,

I must change.

And when the heart is determined,

I have to follow.

Fi Amanillah.. Ma'asslamah