Sabahul khair.. ^^

just a short entry today. it's for my happiness that i need to share.

The naughty boy in my class today.. behaved very well TODay!! Alhamdulillah! I feel so happy and content.

That's all that need to share.. he made my morning. Thank you for behaving very well.

and I think the reason is that.. perhaps, he didnt had enough sleep last night.

that's it, Ila Liqa'!

Sabahul khair.. ^^

just a short entry today. it for my happiness that i need to share.

The naughty boy in my class today.. behaved very well TODay!! Alhamdulillah! I feel so happy and content.

That's all that need to share.. he made my morning. Thank you for behaving very well.

and I think the reason is that.. perhaps, he didnt had enough sleep last night.

that's it, Ila Liqa'!

arh.. Good afternoon.. Nahrus Sa'id!

erm.. what to do.. what to do.. I'm still sleepy and tired. hahah.. I cannot believe the personal statement that i did could be used! haha.. and i thought Teacher would reject it right away. Who knows how to personal Statement for the first time. only one paragraph that teacher SLASHED!.. haha, sorry to say this but she was like a butcher cutting the meat when she slashed and cut the insignificant part of out esseys! hahah. cute larh..

hmm.. teacher was good arh. i also couldnt believe it when she actaully gave a 'nod' about me going to syria. seriuosly, my plan to go to syria.. is totally an alien plan to the others. only a few of my friends know, other than those few.. no one else know. that few namely could be yana and my mother. fathanah already knew long time ago.. coz we were always together while preparing for our A lvl. Teacher also said that it was her first time hearing such plan from me.. and I thought she would be reluctant.. as i had assumed our principal would be as well.. but strangely.. both of them gave the greenlight straightaway, they only warned us of a few difficulties over there.. but, it's okay larh. the bottomline is that.. they are not STOPPING me. so that's good enough.


so.. actually this entry is to tell people what kind of a teacher i am. hahha! I actually shared a website of games to my students.. and this student has a strict mother with tight timetable. =.= was i trying to kill myself..? I dont know.
they said they like to play online games.. hence i introduced them to this one fun and cute website. The games are relaxing. With its cute images and nice graphics.. i find it suitable for any age. some of you might already know larh..it's 'www. orisinal.com'
that's where i place all my stress.. hahah!
and what worst was last night.. i played some of the games with them when the mother was out for a while. I AM SUCH A BAD TUTOR! but then again.. the lesson was almost over.. and she had finished most of the work... hmm.. hahah! i dont know.

i just hope my students will learn and study properly.. despite having such an unprofessional and playful tutor! >.<

now.. i have to bathe! heheh.. i have alot to do actually!

Ila Liqa'!

Nahurus Sa'iD!

uhm.. yeah.. an entry from me at this time of the day, iT's weird actually. Usually i'll be sleeping or eating.. or just playing games while waiting for the clock to strike 2.30pm! hahha.. then i'll have to leave the house for another lesson at Tuffahah! hmm.. but Today is quite different.. because i have already prayed and eaten and slept and played games. hahah.. all done with half an hour more to go.

"Friendship is a Gold treasured above anything else"

That quote I found on one of my student's bag. Haha! a naughty student that is.. but strangely he carries such meaningful thought on his bag. Does he realise it? Nah.. I dont think so. Too naughty to bother with what's written on the bag.

Friends.. I miss you all. Although sometimes my action doesnt show it.. or even the words i say dont seem to potray any 'I miss you' sign.. but it's a fact that sits in my heart.. and sometimes, I'm jealous to see the kids having fun with their friends. hmm.. how sad for me. As a teacher who misses her friends, I'd let the children play and run along the hall, even when some other teachers would scold them.

how about i trade my life with theirs..?


Till here then.. Fi amanIllah! Insya Allah..

Hati mesti kuat, Iman mesti tetap.. niat lillahi ta'ala.

Peringatan untuk diri sendiri:
1) segala apa yang dilakukan.. niat hanya lillahi Ta'ala.
2) segala apa yang diputuskan, jgn dikesali. Itu ketentuan.
3) segala apa yang diuruskan, mesti disiapkan dgn sempurna.
4) kemana sahaja pergi, walau dlm apa pun keadaan.. ingat untuk sentiasa Redha, Syukur dan Sabar.


labudda an yakuuna jismi qawiyyan, wan niatun lillahi Ta'ala. wa lihazha uqarriru an yattasala dirasi al arabiah fi suuriya. Ya Allah.. Yassir li. Amin.


i have to keep reminding myself these, otherwise i wont be able to do things properly, or even think properly. I can be forgetful most of the times. hmm..
I have decided and determined to go to Syria. i keep thinking about it.. and i feel that Allah has whispered this inside my heart.. and i want to follow it.
what i find troublesome is.. the paperworks and the process to go there.. haha. That's all. but definately that shall not be the excuse.

now i know how important niat is.. so, if ever we want to start or begin to do something, say our niat first. because along the way while we're doing the stuff that we're doing, something else could mislead us and at the end.. when we have forgotten out niat.. we wont be happy with the results. Therefore.. right now.. I am telling myself to remember my niat in whatever that i am doing.. as i just mentioned.. i can be so forgetful! HmpH!


"He who makes no mistakes, makes nothing"

what is life.. who knows..?

arh.. Sabahul KHair. uhmm.. kyo wa.. friday des! hahha.. yeah, Today is friday.. and I am not teaching.. i think. coz i'm not too sure about tonight, the mother didnt reply me whether i should or not come tonight. hmm.. it's nice to wake up late sometimes.. ne?
am i too pampered with my bed..? hahha.. it's really hard to seperate myself from bed sometimes. just reading on my bed could be a great pleasure to me.

oh yeah, talking about reading.. i have finally managed to finish 'Minaret', written by Leila Aboulela. It's a good book. very well written and after reading each chapter, it makes you want keep reading and turning the pages. due to the lack of time i'm having, i only manage to finish it in about.. two weeks. hmm.
it's a story about a Sudanese girl called Najwa, whose life at first was surrounded with luxuries until a tragedy befell onto her family and she was forced out of her own country to live in London. it was there when she tranformed from a rich modern girl into a true muslim lady, understanding about Islam and what's all about through the weekly lessons held in the mosque as well the new friends she made there.
A very beautiful book. the writer injected some love story in it when Najwa became a maid to a family and met a younger guy and fell in love with him.. but the love story is the little part and it ends quite sadly though. but beyond anything else.. i love the path she went through as she was transforming into a true muslim.

As i was reading this book, it makes me want to travel even more!. i'd love to hear about islam from other countries and their lives a muslim. urgh!

now, i'm thinking to buy 'The Translator" by the same author of 'Minaret'. hmm.. but The Translator cost abit more than the ones i just got. hmm.. nevermind.. if it's book, i wont mind spending abit more. and since i am known as 'The Library' among my friends.. haha.. i guess it's worth it even if i spend abit more. like how the credit card comercial would put it..
Book: $21.90++
Sharing the knowledge from it: priceless.

haha! till here.. ila Liqa'!

sabahulkhair~~! hmm.. another new day yeah? haha.. I just came back from teaching, and later have to go again. hmm.. can be quite tiring like this. then later at night got another tuition class. hmm.. i dont know what to say. If i sigh.. arh well.. i think i'm glad. is it..? no larh.. i'm worried about my future studies actually. a few of my friends have registered and applied a few places, and as for me.. i'm still relaxed. how come..? I also dont know why.

i want to further my Arabic studies in Syria, and i think my parents are giving me the green light. just that i need more enquiries. . it's kinda difficult to get info about the studies over there. hmm.,. but at the same time.. I'm planning to apply local as well. In case anything goes wrong while i'm apply for studies in Syria. Now.. what in my Priority is........ CONTINUE STUDYING! i dont care where.. but i HavE to continue studying. it worries the hell out of me when i imagine myself not studying in the next few months or years.. i dont want to work YEt! definately not now~.. especially when i know how tiring it is. ahaha.

hmm.. so.. wheter abroad or not. taking early childhood learning or arabic.. i wont mind. i have it all planned in my head. seriously.. if i cannot pursue arabic now.. i shall pursue it in other years to come. that's my aim now.. i dont mind studying something new.. i'm open with whatever available actually. hahha.. but of course.. out of the choices, i prefer arabic studies larh. hmm..

arh.. well.. i have nothing else to type about. so.. i shall leave here. ^.^ Bye! Ila liqa'!

I'm taking a break today from teaching. Hahah.. I'm tired and need to rest. I had a heatstroke last night and thank God I'm okay now. Tomorrow I shall resume my teaching. hmm.. teaching full time can be quite hard for me. maybe because i' m not used to working the whole week yet.. but i'll be strong Insya Allah.

Good Morning. SabahulKhair.. ^.^

I've got my results.. and I'm thankful, although it's not an imprssive result. I still feel kinda bad though with my results, but what can I do. It's done and over with. I have to move on.

I can't really detect what actually when wrong, because I've really studied for this. perhaps, the effort was not enough.. or.. I'm just a bad student. It's dissapointing for me and I think i am close enough.. if it wasnt for that 'E'. Why must that Letter 'E' stick with me.. hmm.. It's frustrating, but I have to accept it. Perhaps this is what i deserve.

The teachers, although i can tell that they are dissapointed, but they gave their full support and so many options for us to continue studying and never stop or give up in pursuing knowledge. I was and still am, deeply touched by this. I feel sorry for everyone else, but with the 3 As and 1 O that i get, is good enough.. just that the grade are.. quite terrible.

For all my other classmates, I know and believe that there will surely be a way or path for you to move on. Insya Allah. Everyone has different fate, and what was given to each of us.. may be bad, but there could be a hidden miracle behind it. I dont wish to mourn over my result and I hope you girls won't as well. Let's be realistic.. and face it. If there is even the slightest hope and the smallest door for us.. Let's grab it and discover what's in it. That's what i believe in for myself and other classmates. Like Teacher Sarinah said, It's not the end yet.

Truth hurts, and I know that. I'm not the bright and excellent type of student, as hard as I'm trying to be.. I cannot get hold of it. But for once, i know where my strength is; it's when I work hard and continue to pursue knowledge.

So, for now.. I'll face it and do my best! I'm still considering a few places.. and I hope God will help me choose what's good for me. Amin. For the rest of last year's A level student.. Good luck in whatever you are pursuing and never give up hope. Let's all work hard! ^.^