di bawah pohon asmara.

I thought it was all in the past..

something that I should already forget.
Yea.. I thought.

I didnt realize that..
the memories that I thought I have kept away..
are actually still sitting at the back of my mind.
That all these while..
they are there..
But it was me who cloud them away from my view.

weird.

yea I guess.. It was my b-l-o-o-d-y ego.

we play snow when it was winter

we eat pizza together when it was summer

we watch movies together while eating dinner

we try to make life better.. together.

we danced we sang we laughed

as if that day was to stay forever.

I was just with my own blue sky..

but you girls made a rainbow.

now I am back with my own sky

trying to paint the rainbow you have made.

I have failed.

Those days.. wont happen again.

nevermind. It alright.

I have to move on.. and I shall carry this heavy missing feeling along.. for as long as it wants to stay.

meow..~