a kind of pain is squeezing inside me right now..

a kind of bitter feeling is taking over me.. which i'm trying to control.

no wonder I've been feeling different and been thinking of her..

no wonder I have this bloody urge to call home every now and then..

I have cried it out..

and I wish I could do more to release me from this pain..

but I think I should time a chance to heal me..

Insya'Allah..


now She's no longer around..

somewhere near The Grace of God.. Insya'Allah.

Fatihah to her..

and I miss her.

I told her that I'll see her this year..

Indeed..

I could only plan.. But God decides it all.

Aku redha Ya Allah.. dengan segala Nikmat dan Ujian ujian mu. Aku redha..