did you see how time flies..??
Assalamualaikum..
^.^ I intended to call hoe tonight, but I think it's abit too late already. haha.. anyway, I have realised some great things in these last few weeks.
firstly.. I've turned Twenty! and Gosh.. I feel so old. I can still recall the time when I was 10 and I wondered if I could live to 20.. and Now.. I'm wondering If I could live to forty! hahah..
TUEENYEEEE aKKUuuUu!!! haix... but I can't help it. Insya'Allah this year with the increasing of my age.. It'll grant me more opportunities to do more good and be more like a lady.. >.< Insya'Allah a strong lady..
I've been so tired these weeks.. and Fathanah is my witness. She finally sees with her own eyes how crazy my every day is. hahah.. I now consider myself a Robot that has blood and veins. I just need to be recharged with 5 hours of sleep with three meals a day (at least). In any case.. now I'm sooo used to being busy all the time, I dont what to do when I'm free. REally.. i Really pity my RoomAtes and housemates.. coz my hyperactive-ness would take over me when I'm free. I'll be talking and making noise non stop.. even if it means talking to myself. Yeah.. A lunatic u'd call it.. but once I start.. i dont know how to stop. But i've warned them of this.. so.. Insya'Allah they can stand me. Hahahhaha! (they HAVE TO.. )
the second thing is that, I've been away from Singapore, Macdonalds, MCspicy, French fries, MRT, SBS Buses, Ezlink, Eunos Interchange and Eunos Blk 14.. for half a year already!! and still it doesnt feel that long.
BUt when I look at it in the other way.. as in..
I've been away from my family and friends.. and.. well... some of the roads in singapore.. It FEELS SO LONG AND SO BAD!! ARGH!!.
so.. if i turn my thoughts to the first one.. I can still tell myself that I can stay for another a year, But when It comes to the second thought........................... ARGH!! IT MAKES ME WANT TO PACK UP AND FLY HOME!...
T.T yeah.. I miss them.. not alot.. not very much.. I miss themTERRIBLY!.. Allah knows how bad it is. arhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.. I have alot to say and tell.. of which if told by the phone.. or online chatting wont be fun!.. I have to look at them and they'd have to see my facial expressions! BUT HOW??????.. webcam isnt.. enough actually. I can only see how fat or slim they've changed.. but.. cant feel the emotions... right? haixxx..
the purpose of my typing in this entry.. is to tell two of my experience of which the first one has made me notoriously known at the dar hadith.. and the the second one has taught me to appreciate ALL the things that I have in Singapore. Allah is most gracious to make me a Singaporean.. and He knows why I have to come here. It is the most important subject in life that I've missed.. which was.. 'BE THANKFUL WITH ALL THE THINGS THAT HAS BEEN PROVIDED'.
sadly though I'm not in the mood to type in the details NOW.. khhehhe..
Kita akan bersambung selepas ini.. (Tak tau bile arh tp..tunggu je, bile mood de dtg nak bercerite.. siap arh telinge korang)
arh.. all tired now. hahah.. Bye!!
FI AMANILLAH! mUACKS!
^.^ I intended to call hoe tonight, but I think it's abit too late already. haha.. anyway, I have realised some great things in these last few weeks.
firstly.. I've turned Twenty! and Gosh.. I feel so old. I can still recall the time when I was 10 and I wondered if I could live to 20.. and Now.. I'm wondering If I could live to forty! hahah..
TUEENYEEEE aKKUuuUu!!! haix... but I can't help it. Insya'Allah this year with the increasing of my age.. It'll grant me more opportunities to do more good and be more like a lady.. >.< Insya'Allah a strong lady..
I've been so tired these weeks.. and Fathanah is my witness. She finally sees with her own eyes how crazy my every day is. hahah.. I now consider myself a Robot that has blood and veins. I just need to be recharged with 5 hours of sleep with three meals a day (at least). In any case.. now I'm sooo used to being busy all the time, I dont what to do when I'm free. REally.. i Really pity my RoomAtes and housemates.. coz my hyperactive-ness would take over me when I'm free. I'll be talking and making noise non stop.. even if it means talking to myself. Yeah.. A lunatic u'd call it.. but once I start.. i dont know how to stop. But i've warned them of this.. so.. Insya'Allah they can stand me. Hahahhaha! (they HAVE TO.. )
the second thing is that, I've been away from Singapore, Macdonalds, MCspicy, French fries, MRT, SBS Buses, Ezlink, Eunos Interchange and Eunos Blk 14.. for half a year already!! and still it doesnt feel that long.
BUt when I look at it in the other way.. as in..
I've been away from my family and friends.. and.. well... some of the roads in singapore.. It FEELS SO LONG AND SO BAD!! ARGH!!.
so.. if i turn my thoughts to the first one.. I can still tell myself that I can stay for another a year, But when It comes to the second thought........................... ARGH!! IT MAKES ME WANT TO PACK UP AND FLY HOME!...
T.T yeah.. I miss them.. not alot.. not very much.. I miss themTERRIBLY!.. Allah knows how bad it is. arhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.. I have alot to say and tell.. of which if told by the phone.. or online chatting wont be fun!.. I have to look at them and they'd have to see my facial expressions! BUT HOW??????.. webcam isnt.. enough actually. I can only see how fat or slim they've changed.. but.. cant feel the emotions... right? haixxx..
the purpose of my typing in this entry.. is to tell two of my experience of which the first one has made me notoriously known at the dar hadith.. and the the second one has taught me to appreciate ALL the things that I have in Singapore. Allah is most gracious to make me a Singaporean.. and He knows why I have to come here. It is the most important subject in life that I've missed.. which was.. 'BE THANKFUL WITH ALL THE THINGS THAT HAS BEEN PROVIDED'.
sadly though I'm not in the mood to type in the details NOW.. khhehhe..
Kita akan bersambung selepas ini.. (Tak tau bile arh tp..tunggu je, bile mood de dtg nak bercerite.. siap arh telinge korang)
arh.. all tired now. hahah.. Bye!!
FI AMANILLAH! mUACKS!
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