Good Morning. SabahulKhair.. ^.^

I've got my results.. and I'm thankful, although it's not an imprssive result. I still feel kinda bad though with my results, but what can I do. It's done and over with. I have to move on.

I can't really detect what actually when wrong, because I've really studied for this. perhaps, the effort was not enough.. or.. I'm just a bad student. It's dissapointing for me and I think i am close enough.. if it wasnt for that 'E'. Why must that Letter 'E' stick with me.. hmm.. It's frustrating, but I have to accept it. Perhaps this is what i deserve.

The teachers, although i can tell that they are dissapointed, but they gave their full support and so many options for us to continue studying and never stop or give up in pursuing knowledge. I was and still am, deeply touched by this. I feel sorry for everyone else, but with the 3 As and 1 O that i get, is good enough.. just that the grade are.. quite terrible.

For all my other classmates, I know and believe that there will surely be a way or path for you to move on. Insya Allah. Everyone has different fate, and what was given to each of us.. may be bad, but there could be a hidden miracle behind it. I dont wish to mourn over my result and I hope you girls won't as well. Let's be realistic.. and face it. If there is even the slightest hope and the smallest door for us.. Let's grab it and discover what's in it. That's what i believe in for myself and other classmates. Like Teacher Sarinah said, It's not the end yet.

Truth hurts, and I know that. I'm not the bright and excellent type of student, as hard as I'm trying to be.. I cannot get hold of it. But for once, i know where my strength is; it's when I work hard and continue to pursue knowledge.

So, for now.. I'll face it and do my best! I'm still considering a few places.. and I hope God will help me choose what's good for me. Amin. For the rest of last year's A level student.. Good luck in whatever you are pursuing and never give up hope. Let's all work hard! ^.^