Tuesday, July 8, 2008

going solo..

It's the people that I amsupposed to be tired of..

but they are the people i am missing the most.

It's them whom I should know more about..

but they are becoming more like a strangers to me.


Too much ironies are going on in my life..

that sometimes i feel..

is this life?

or a dream?

or a nightmare?




dreams are becoming blurry, nightmare are turning out to be true and life.. who knows.

I cant cry or laugh over this.. maybe all that I can is to just smile.

And even that.. I have failed to do.



I am the ghost of the house..

I am the sad clown looking for inspiration to make everyone happy.

I am the trying-too-hard lover, and end up doing everything wrongly.

I am walking on a rope.. waiting for the time for me to fall.

I am looking up at the sun with my eyes closed..

No longer my face is showing what my heart feels.

I dont know what I'm doing.


but I am seeing everything beautiful..

I am hearing good things..

Masya Allah.





what a life, what a change.. Subhanallah.

3 Comments:

Blogger فضيله خالد said...

you know wat sis, even we are far apart, our lives are not parallel at all. just when you are happy, i feel that i am happy too. all those stories i have shared with you, i bet all of them are going to be the sweetest and most bitter memories in my life.
may Allah the Gracious bless you. :)

July 10, 2008 at 6:29 PM  
Blogger ibn Zainal said...

"Janganlah kamu bersikap lemah, dan jangan pula kamu bersedih hati. Padahal kamulah orang-orang yang paling tinggi derajatnya...jika kamu orang yang beriman..."

Ali-Imran : 139

July 11, 2008 at 11:05 PM  
Blogger Bas. said...

heheh..dah rindu org singapure?? khekhe...jgn lupe org kat sini pon rindumu~~ heh. Be strong k...jgn give up...Allah is always with u, dont worry. =)

July 13, 2008 at 10:05 PM  

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