going solo..
It's the people that I amsupposed to be tired of..
but they are the people i am missing the most.
It's them whom I should know more about..
but they are becoming more like a strangers to me.
Too much ironies are going on in my life..
that sometimes i feel..
is this life?
or a dream?
or a nightmare?
dreams are becoming blurry, nightmare are turning out to be true and life.. who knows.
I cant cry or laugh over this.. maybe all that I can is to just smile.
And even that.. I have failed to do.
I am the ghost of the house..
I am the sad clown looking for inspiration to make everyone happy.
I am the trying-too-hard lover, and end up doing everything wrongly.
I am walking on a rope.. waiting for the time for me to fall.
I am looking up at the sun with my eyes closed..
No longer my face is showing what my heart feels.
I dont know what I'm doing.
but I am seeing everything beautiful..
I am hearing good things..
Masya Allah.
what a life, what a change.. Subhanallah.
but they are the people i am missing the most.
It's them whom I should know more about..
but they are becoming more like a strangers to me.
Too much ironies are going on in my life..
that sometimes i feel..
is this life?
or a dream?
or a nightmare?
dreams are becoming blurry, nightmare are turning out to be true and life.. who knows.
I cant cry or laugh over this.. maybe all that I can is to just smile.
And even that.. I have failed to do.
I am the ghost of the house..
I am the sad clown looking for inspiration to make everyone happy.
I am the trying-too-hard lover, and end up doing everything wrongly.
I am walking on a rope.. waiting for the time for me to fall.
I am looking up at the sun with my eyes closed..
No longer my face is showing what my heart feels.
I dont know what I'm doing.
but I am seeing everything beautiful..
I am hearing good things..
Masya Allah.
what a life, what a change.. Subhanallah.
3 Comments:
you know wat sis, even we are far apart, our lives are not parallel at all. just when you are happy, i feel that i am happy too. all those stories i have shared with you, i bet all of them are going to be the sweetest and most bitter memories in my life.
may Allah the Gracious bless you. :)
"Janganlah kamu bersikap lemah, dan jangan pula kamu bersedih hati. Padahal kamulah orang-orang yang paling tinggi derajatnya...jika kamu orang yang beriman..."
Ali-Imran : 139
heheh..dah rindu org singapure?? khekhe...jgn lupe org kat sini pon rindumu~~ heh. Be strong k...jgn give up...Allah is always with u, dont worry. =)
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